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Name: scherezaad
Birthday: 4/18/1982
Gender: Female


Interests: MUSIC MUSIC AND MORE MUSIC !!!!
Expertise: Singing & Nail-Art
Occupation: Professional Singer/NailArtist
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Member Since: 10/14/2006

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

'' Why Do I Cry ? "

Why is it Dear God that sometimes I cry so suddenly ?

Are you trying to tell me something, or remind me of someone ?

Are you punishing me for something I have done ?

Or are you punishing me for something I am about to do ?

It feels so unfair to burst into tears when you least expect it.

Perhaps a tiny passing thought, a flicker of the imagination, a memory so deeply rooted, a flashback so close to your heart, a photographic image in your head, a glimpse of one less fortunate, a long look at the suffering, all these and many more can trigger buckets of tears, when I least expect it.

SIGH....!!!

Sometimes I feel so trapped and so vulnerable that I can shed a tear so easily. Why does this happen ? Thats all im asking you....would you please give me an answer as i fall asleep tonight and lay my head to rest....hoping for the best.

- Scherezaad Y. Panthaki

8:15am  / 18-10-06


''To Remember Me''

The day will come when my body will lie upon a white sheet neatly tucked under four corners of a mattress located in a hospital busily occupied with the living and the dying. At a certain moment a doctor will determine that my brain has ceased to function and that, for all intents and purposes, my life has stopped.

When that happens, do not attempt to instil artificial life into my body by the use of a machine. And dont call this my deathbed. Let it be called the Bed of Life, and let my body be taken from it to help others lead fuller lives.

Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face or love in the eyes of a woman. Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain. Give my blood to the teenager who was pulled from'the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grand-children play. Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week. Take my bones, every muscle, every fibre and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk.

Explore every corner of my brain. Take my cells, if necessary, and let them grow so that someday, a speechless boy will shout at the crack of a bat and a deaf girl will hear the sound of rain against her window.

Burn what is left of me and scatter the ashes to the winds to help the flowers grow.

If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses and all prejudice against my fellow man.

Give my sins to the devil. Give my soul to god.

If, by chance you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you. If you do all I have asked, I will live for ever.

-Robert N. Test in the Cincinnati Post.